Hell no
Hell yes
Still dreaming
Sooooooo
I didn't turn out to be who I thought I might become. I work an entry level call center job and I'm 43 YO. Divorced. No kids. Broke.
But
I have had foursomes. Me and three women. I've done this twice. If that's not a dream fulfilled I don't know what kind of faqqot ass dreams y'all be having.. the first time was two chicks that were down with me and one total stranger. Second time it was one down chick and two total strangers.
Plenty of threesomes. Fukced over 100 women so far. I actually stopped ho hopping in my mid 20s so that number was gonna skyrocket if I would have kept it up.
Was married to an amazing woman. Even though she lost interest after several years, there was about 4 years of Heaven on Earth with my Angel. So that was good.
Never hit it big rapping. But I made my mark. I started Hip Hop in my college town (there were 0 live acts when I arrived. When I left there were several. And they were all my sons). I just recorded some shyt last night so you never know. It ain't over cause I can still speak.
I just paid off my car. My name is on the house I live in. I am starting to take care of my folks. They are not helpless yet but I decided to be the one. For now it's yard work and carrying groceries. Some day it will be feeding them. Not really looking forward to the hard work, but hopefully they will appreciate being able to live at home until.. whatever.
I'm not happy. I'm sad all the time. I'm lonely and unfulfilled. But I have lived a colorful life. Right now I'm just pouting cause life used to come to me. But now that I'm grey I don't attract that following that I used to have when I was younger. And I'm kinda weird so it's hard to just fit in with new people...
All in all I'm just greedy. I have everything I need. I just want more and that makes me blue