Don’t judge me. I wasn’t expecting to get high. And the way it went down was that I fell asleep and then I woke up like thirty minutes later and something didn’t feel quite right. I just remember having this realization that i overdosed and I was dying. My head felt like it was shutting down, I couldn’t walk, like my legs felt wobbly, I was trying to type out a message on my phone to text someone or call someone but the screen was blurry and my fingers wouldn’t work. It was weird as hell, like I literally couldn’t type shyt. I didn’t have control over my fingers.
my heart was racing, I broke out in a sweat and it kept feeling like something was wrong with my brain, it felt like it was shutting down. Even my throat felt like it was closing up. It didn’t feel normal.
It felt like if I fell asleep I wasn’t going to wake up. I actually had to crawl to my backyard to get some fresh air because I couldn’t walk.
My fingers didn’t work I could barely text help, trust me I tried.
I think the mistake I made was that I had forgotten I took a 5 mg melatonin that night too. That’s why I kept thinking I overdosed and that was I was dying. During the conversation with the 911 dispatcher, I told her I thought I overdosed and that I was dying but after I said it out loud and was met with silence it did dawn on me that I was high as hell. So I asked her and she confirmed “your high mam.” I tweaked the rest of the night, threw up the next day and then slept like all day. Never again.
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