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So I was deeply in love with my ex, we never fought, had the same kind of humor, and both just seemed perfect. We had been going out since I was 15, I am 25(birthday a few weeks ago), and other then some petty break ups while we were young all has been perfect. The day after my birthday on the ride back to our apartment, he dropped the bombshell on me that he wanted us to separate. It was a hard night, I cried on and off many times and through the whole thing he acted as if my puppy died and was comforting me. He held my hand, hugged me, apologized, even went out the next morning and bought me about $150 worth of stuff. He said he wasn't attracted to me anymore because of my weight(which I dont understand because he has a fat fetish) and that my parents weren't middle class.

I packed up that same night with my pets and some essentials and drove 4 hours back to my parents house where they had an extra room for me. We chatting on and off that whole day, and I realized that I was so paranoid about him leaving me that I was worshiping him and losing myself in the process. After we broke up I felt much free'er to just talk with him and we agreed that we are actually getting along better now. He is absolutely my best friend, and I just do not want to lose that along with my partner.

This is where I am having a hard time, I still deeply love him and I see hints from him that he loves me. I have really no other friends other then him, and I dont even know how to drive so I am pretty much confined to my parents house doing online school. I have this nauseating feeling in the pit of my stomach that pretty much wont leave, its been a few weeks(broke up on the 17th) and the only progress I have made is I dont cry anymore, but I certainly cant take feeling like this much longer. What can I do to put my self on the right track to healing, and is there anything I can do to heal faster.

I felt horrible, and thought maybe a rebound date or even meeting someone new would help me. After chatting with some online friends, I realized that I am ready to settle down and I do not want to wait to
'get over him'. I joined Okcupid, and figured since I am a girl who is pretty laid back and likes video games I would meet someone relatively fast, even if its just to chat with. I signed up on the 20th and so far have only gotten 1 message back, and he will not reply to the reply I sent to him. I hear of girls who are MUCH pickier then me who get 2-3 messages a day, and I send out at least 1-2 messages a night and I never get any replies. This is only furthering my depression at this point, and its bringing up a very said point;

Whats wrong with me?
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Amy Traphouse said:
Can her husband see this? I hope so...

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Nobody is stressin over that busted can of biscuits you call your wife but you. That's probably why she's so starved for attention now.

Either dump her or accept her attention whoring
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Cold hearted. :wow:
 
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