i'm kind of fearful of that though. my numbers start to spike every time i get close to my birthday. following my birthday, they still maintain their levels (sometimes even get higher). only recently did my numbers subside because i took an intentional hiatus for a couple of months after the last girl i was dealing with. but, once again i'm moving back on to the same track i was on before i took a break.
but the reason for my fear isn't because i wouldn't be in a relationship. it's because the women that are trying to handcuff me, i really don't connect well with anyways. i would be settling with them because they look good, not because i actually enjoy them as people...