One more thing i wanted to say, I've never been in this situation as deep as you but i would say keep taking care of yourself physically and mentally. Do pushups, situps, squats, pull-ups at the park, if you are healthy enough. Keep bathing, brushing your teeth, washing your clothes, looking and smelling as good as you can. not on some "I can't let other people see I'm down" shyt. Just on some personal pride shyt. Keep your head high. You might be down right now but you're not "lesser-than". You still deserve to reasonably take care of yourself as much as you can.
Also try to keep a healthy level of social interaction with people. It will help to keep you sharp and might expose you to opportunities. Maybe try to see online places that offer services, see if you can volunteer, see if you can offer skills in exchange of compensation, see if they can offer shelter in exchange of work...
I know you didn't really ask for advice but i figured I would still say it in case someone else reading it needs to hear it
Rep ..
Thank you for the reminder breh. Happy that things are starting to turn around with securing the hostel. Keep moving forward, one goal at a time.
Honestly, not even trying to be funny, if i were in your shoes, i would be on tinder, Bumble, hinge, trying to cuff a girl who has a place to stay...
" And I know I can be better than this
I gotta get me a car, man
I gotta get a girl
I know I can do it out there, man
I'm gonna go for it, man
I gotta get some money
Word
[ VERSE 2 ]
Streets of anger, trouble and crime
I had it hard, had to sleep in my car sometime
But I never let another player see me down
I kept my front up, my gear clean
Even when checkin minor green
Brothers knew my game was true
So I hooked up with the real crew
That knew excactly what to do
Bank jobs and jewels, quick to flex with tools
Pimpin hoes on the block
Checkin cash non-stop
Crack spots, armor with interior bars
No lie, I used to own 'bout 15 cars
Every piece Fila made
Drape my women in suede
Pavet Piaget, Cesar's Palace holidays
It was on, crazy out of control
We made up the word 'ballin', that was how we rolled
But the FBI had a-whole-nother idea
It's called multiple indictments for hundreds of years "
ICE -T
