I hope you do b.
Done deal. I finally found that courage to deal with the withdrawal symptoms and mood swings and psychological fukkery that doing with out caused. Now I am free as a bird.
Breathing better.
Lips started to lighten up, back on my extra sexy shyt.
No more smokey smell to carry around on my clothes or skin.
No more running to the store in any weather because I gotta have a smoke.
Teeth whitened up as well... partially because I drink less coffee now too, so less staining.
No more anxiety for the times I was dead ass broke and had to bum nasty ass menthol cigs from folks ( I smoked blacks ).
No more random ass holes in my clothes from random lit pieces breaking off the cherry for no reason.
No more missing moments with friends/family/others because I had to get my smoke in.
No more fukking money lost... let me say that again... NO MORE fukkING MONEY LOST! nikka got a whole helluva lot of expendable income now (im broke rich).
No more feeling insecure when coming across attractive ass women who I can tell are judging me negatively for being a smoker.
I have told everyone I know who doesn't smoke, never try it. Not even once. Its not cool and its not fun and its hard as fukk to quit. I say that to all of you non smokers, stay that way because it is trash as fukk. To the current smokers... I hope you find the strength to quit, trust me I know how hard that shyt is.. but it is not impossible.
All in all. fukk smoking and the idea of it. I don't even smoke weed anymore.... sucks that edibles don't really work on me. I gotta find a way to get weed back in my life though. It has way too many positive affects to not be consumed.