188 months sounds insane
imagine doing 48 months and still having 140 more to go
Cas knows how to bid
but knowing you went from prison to the streets, and were kinda up, (though not the way he wanted people to think) and then BACK to prison has to burn
it's easy on the come up, like when I touch down, I'm going to go get it
coming home at like 46, there's so many more pieces to pick up, and ones that are broken forever. Kids, mortgages, bankruptcy, partner gone, streets different. Have to look at all the guys that are getting it, and don't know you. and don't give a fukk about you anymore. You are just another old ass youtube video.
"oh yeah that's Cas, think he used to rap or something, a long ass time ago"
I did super short time as a teenager, and came home, and got on, and my homie told me something years and years later like "well why even stress since you already did that once"
and I was like you have no idea how hard that was, and how much that took, some of that shyt was just luck and timing. I am sure Cas has similar thoughts. He not coming home to rap. or sign with Jay.
gang shyt free da guys
Damn this sucks. His music was fire to me
