That’s because you’re thinking like a chic, with your emotions. Your feelings are hurt because the democrats don’t have real love for you. You’re sad at the revelation that all whites are racist or at least cool with some degree of white supremacy.
Me, I’m under no such illusions because I’m thinking strategically. My feelings aren’t hurt at the realization that democrats don’t end white supremacy and don’t empower blacks as a whole. Of course they’re not going to do that, they’re white. That doesn’t negate the fact that there’s a clear difference between them and the republicans with the republicans being a much bigger threat.
You say that you don’t see how it’s worse for you as a black man with trump in power and that’s just you telling on yourself because I guarantee you that a regular white supremacist off of the street can tell sit down and describe all types of ways that trump has made it better for him and other white supremacists. This is my thing. Like even if you aren’t smart enough to comprehend what trump and his administration are doing to strengthen white supremacy on a systematic/institutional level, the simple fact that all of the overt white supremacist groups have unanimously aligned with trump and the republicans alone, ought to put you in automatic opposition.