Tell me SPECIFICALLY what I do that's retarded and delusional.
maybe not retarded but you care about publicity- whether positive or negative, too much.
like your goal is to get your name across anyone no matter the means.
sounds like you are a b*stard offspring of worldstar and tmz.
all you care is to promote your shyt by any means, like if you got your ass whooped by a celebrity, youd make a headline out of it and spam this site with threads like "I got socked by ron artest last night ! run the triangle !"
a lot of people dont like to be spammed, and shameless self-promotion that you do is pretty much spam. sometimes it works, like this thread itself went 10 pages so clearly its a W for you.
you probably also understand that you antagonize many by doing the social media self-who...er, promotion. so its likely not retarded or delusional. youre trying to make a buck or two by spamming. why do people dont like the "I make xyz $ by working from home" comments on facebook/websites/etc ? because its the same shyt you do.