Woman i dealt with one n off for a while. Mostly just a cool chicken who i bumped bellies with. No real relationship cut we both were messing with other people.
Normally strapped up, had even gotten the morning after a few times..they were like $55 then.
One more after a good night, was outta rubbers n still went in.
Took her to Walmart n got that $55 cutter.
She never took it tho.
We still had sex n I was still hitting it strapped but she knew the whole time that she never took the pill that day.
A month or so goes by n she tells me she missed her monthly.
I'm like, damn, well you'll be a good mother, congrats.
She's like, it's yours tho.
I'm like, you know I stay with the rubbers n the few times I hit bare, I paid for that pill.
She's like I didn't take it the last time tho.
I gave her the
n then felt my stomach get greasy n my saliva get thin.
My first thought was to punch her dead in her throat. And I'm not a man who's violent towards women.
I asked her how she's sure it was mine n not somebody else who she was dealing with.
She said she had cut off everybody else around new years, as a resolution to stop living foul.
This chick had played me cold.
She was a few years older than me n guess her clock was ticking.
She'd already told her mother n she wasn't happy about the method but excited about her first grandchild.
I knew her from church, born n raised.
I told her the truth of my life.
I promised myself as a young dude, I'd never have a child outta wedlock.
Couldn't do to my child what my parents never did to me.
Told her we'd do this the right way, if she truly cared for me and the baby.
She hemmed and hawwed but finally, a few weeks later decided to do it.
She was deep down off it, but me?
Her mother literally hates my guts to this day, n this was almost 10 years ago.
She shouldn't have played games with my life, so I regret nothing.