Yeah. On that line of work, its expected, but folks that struggle with the tendencies don't realize how reality works with and separating it from the depressive outlook of suicide.
Folks think its a way of escape, but its just another body that the police got to mark and the EMTs got to pick up. When I was going through a rough time, I had those tendencies to the point I actually had the plan in my head.
But reality hits...
I am somehow a klutz at shyt. I would somehow fall and hit a random truck, roll off that shyt and end up causing traffic issues along with just having a few scars and bruises.
Sometimes, you got to accept the fact that life has meaning and while it gets rough as all hell, especially having mental health issues like myself, you just got to walk away and listen to some LoFi or some shyt.
If dude would have just waited, he probably would have had a better gig and a good woman eventually. Kid or two and a new house, apartment, so forth.
Now he's a shock meme for goofy trolls and the curious of morid snuff flicks.
I know its not funny but the fact that dude was all thumb in the butt and walking over brain matter and shyt just trying to figure it out, just.....I'm just going to play WOW
how do people get to that point
a coward if you ask me.
