you're putting too much of your self-worth on what these women could think of you. You don't even know who they are or what they stand for. all you know is that they are a pretty package of flesh, bones and blood that is slowly dying and will one day be worm food just like all of us in a few decades. Hell, take off the make up right now and she's not that impressive. Plus all her potential issues, might be craving attention, might have daddy issues, might have been molested or raped, might have stds, might have bad credit, might be nagging as fukk and boring. for all you know you might be better off not knowing her. Maybe you'd be doing her a favor by sharing some time with her. Or maybe she's cool as fukk PLUS hot. who really knows. my point is, don't put them so high on the pedestal and don't put yourself so low below her feet. Learn to love yourself and to constantly try to better yourself (not to get p*ssy, not to get a specific woman, just for you). Once you learn to appreciate who you are, you'll stop thinking you're not worthy and you won't even care if these women want you or not.
snap out of it.