So I have been in a very happy and healthy relationship for the past 2 years and everything has been fine. However there are some things that I see or songs that I hear that piss me off at people all over again.
Like this evening I'm driving to go pick up my kids from daycare and Jasmine Sullivan - I bust the windows out your car comes on my Pandora station and I'm taken back to throwing all my husband's shyt out the window of our old apartment. There is also this restaurant downtown that I refuse to go to anymore because he started a huge fight with me over bullshyt there and embarrassed me on our anniversary.
Anytime I think about those things I'm ready to chin check the nikka...then I remember that those days are over....
On the other hand I hear and see things that make me happy or have fond memories of people or things that I dislike now. Then I have to remind myself why I don't fukk with them anymore.....
Like this evening I'm driving to go pick up my kids from daycare and Jasmine Sullivan - I bust the windows out your car comes on my Pandora station and I'm taken back to throwing all my husband's shyt out the window of our old apartment. There is also this restaurant downtown that I refuse to go to anymore because he started a huge fight with me over bullshyt there and embarrassed me on our anniversary.
Anytime I think about those things I'm ready to chin check the nikka...then I remember that those days are over....
On the other hand I hear and see things that make me happy or have fond memories of people or things that I dislike now. Then I have to remind myself why I don't fukk with them anymore.....