Because I choose to abstain, I am viewed as weak by my brethren. But in actuality, I am much stronger than many of them. However, I do have my weak moments
The mind is a powerful thing when left idle.
I would just use that energy from no sex and kill them ..
But seriously, how long have ya abstained, and do u mean real celibacy? No self-pleasure?
i'm not religious, but decided to abstain for 18 months (it's been 11 months now) because of a way too many risky sexual exploits with strangers. So 12 am was the start of my birthday. I do believe in God, but get my relationship with him twisted a lot, and just as I got online, some stranger told me they were in my neighborhood and want to meet up for sex. I'm eating food with family tomorrow and getting a lot of positive feedback about my health from loved ones. It's not worth it. But i'm tired of staying healthy and not getting the results i want. don't even know what I'm expecting.
and it's a very private and personal journey. And must stay honest with myself with it, because the majority of people don't get it. But I have a few friends i can run the thoughts and feelings by.
