Relax, my friend. I come with an open hand, not a closed fist.
I was just saying that you are like 40 years old bragging about your meager unknown accomplishments as an amateur rapper and an amateur comic book artist whose career never got off the ground in either field, interspersed with expressions of hurt and disgust about how things were better back in your day to a bunch of people on a message board, most who are about half your age. Why are you trying so hard to prove your hip-hop knowledge and merits to these kids? You know you probably could literally be most of thems' father right?
Maybe some introspection and a reorganization of priorities in life is in order?
There is no honor or dignity in being the message board equivalent of Al Bundy bragging to his kids' high school classmates about how he once scored 4 touchdowns in a high school football game and and angrily lecturing about how their generation is a bunch of weenies.
I'm sure there's something out there for you better than this.