So just to share my story a bit...
I had this one brief period a couple months ago where I stopped fapping and i felt my libido drop (flatlined) and my dikk felt like a dead fish and I just had no sexual desire. That in turn scared me off from this nofap shyt and I convinced myself I needed to fap to keep my manhood. But shortly after fapping again, I realized again this shyt is a bad addiction. It's like giving up control of yourself. And after stopping and getting back to fapping, it made going back to stopping even harder than the first time.
But as of the last few days (haven't been actually counting the days) I'm back to feeling the flatline, but this time i actually appreciate it. I feel like I have control over myself again. I actually wanna stay abstinent for at least 6 months cuz I feel like my brain has a lot of rewiring to do. I wanna remember what it feels like to live life without porn and having those rock hard erections that hurt like a motherfukker. I haven't had a wet dream since I was a teen. I wanna bring back the beast that was once in me. But anyways, yeah it feels good to be back in this place I'm at.