Day 23 in this mufukker and I'm starting to feel it for both good and bad reasons.
I've put my shyt together in this period which is what I like. Back in the gym for the first time in ten months. Doing yoga once a week now. Meditating once a day. I feel fukking amazing in all honesty and weirdly doing all of it at the same time makes me want to do it more. However I haven't smashed in this time period so this has been 23 days on Hard Mode. I can't fukking think about anything else it's all a fukking hype.
I'm hollering at dead chicks I have on my line (emphasis on dead) and trying to force motives. Went "for a drink" with an ooooold shorty last week in Shoreditch and started tonguing her down in a bar on some thirsty shyt. She wasn't on smashing on the very first night I reappeared in her life after 21 months so she never let me hit. Now she's constantly popping off my line texting me emoji's and shyt.
Gotta press on though. If one of you soldiers in here go to a gym, check the free classes that come with your membership, swallow your pride and go to a yoga class. shyt is very, very dope.
if she using her tools as a weapon against me...
this better be worth it
