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RIP Fresh RIP Doe RIP Phat
Day 1 
Day After I fukked that female, I fukked another one and couldn't nut, went home with blueballs. Today I got head from this subpar white girl I know and busted a nut (was desperate). I recorded the head, and just beat my shyt to the video recording. I need to start working out again and focusing on goals, so I don't spend too much time thinking about busting a nut.

Day After I fukked that female, I fukked another one and couldn't nut, went home with blueballs. Today I got head from this subpar white girl I know and busted a nut (was desperate). I recorded the head, and just beat my shyt to the video recording. I need to start working out again and focusing on goals, so I don't spend too much time thinking about busting a nut.
. Idk how it got this bad tbh. I go from an innocent 15 year old who had never fapped in his life to a deviant in 5 years. On some real shyt tho I need to stop this nonsense. Aint good for my spirit.
Haven't done that in months.






lemme hold them passwo......no... no no...
