90 Days: NO Porn or Fap Challenge

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On like Day 3 and the reality is kind of setting in that I'll never get to see Kitten or Lisa and Julia Ann or Nyomi again......at least if I want to reach that goal.....:sadcam:

It's so much piff out there....
 

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I can't even lie to you brehs... After I hit Day 7 I had a little slip up... :sadcam:

But I immediately realized the error in my ways and got right back up on the wagon.

Day 3

I WILL NOT LOSE :salute:
 

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Damn near just gave in to JBO. I'm good, man my relationship with Jesus is better, mind clearer. When you find yourself in the heat of the moment, think clearly.
 

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had a wet dream the other night :heh:

on the one hand i was like :ohhh: cuz im 23 n that shyt never happened to me before, actually woke up in the middle of it :scusthov:

on the other hand i was like :sadbron: cuz i had been cultivating that nut for almost 2 months

i've had 4 of them thangs since I started this challenge and two of em in one night :heh:


Day 58.....I don't have the urge to fap anymore
 

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day 11


went in something raw the other night and I barely lasted 2 minutes :damn:



I never had this problem before the challenge :sadbron:
 

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Duuuuuvaaaaal!!
I had my first real test yesterday. My girl went out to run errands with my daughter. Normally i see this as a golden opportunity to watch porn at high volume and fap. It crossed my mind for a fraction of a second - out of habit I guess. But I resisted the urge. Felt very liberating.
 

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I fell this morning. Twice in the last month and a half I think. Let the urge get the best of me, needless to say I feel depressed and like shyt. God forgive me. Yo I HATE that shyt.
 

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I'm done man, I'm done with porn and fap. It's like, I know I don't need that crap. If I can go a month, I can keep going. It's all about your choices and what want in life. It holds no will power over me, I am my own worst enemy. When I fell this morning, I was like, "this is what intrigues me?" It took me like an hour to find some basic shyt I've been seeing for years, to even get excited. It's boring as hell and stupid. I am burned out on this shyt. Thank god I've only fallen after a month here, or a few weeks there. Shows that it is near dead in my life. I make a decision to re dedicate myself to God and living right man, that's from the heart.
 

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I'm done man, I'm done with porn and fap. It's like, I know I don't need that crap. If I can go a month, I can keep going. It's all about your choices and what want in life. It holds no will power over me, I am my own worst enemy. When I fell this morning, I was like, "this is what intrigues me?" It took me like an hour to find some basic shyt I've been seeing for years, to even get excited. It's boring as hell and stupid. I am burned out on this shyt. Thank god I've only fallen after a month here, or a few weeks there. Shows that it is near dead in my life. I make a decision to re dedicate myself to God and living right man, that's from the heart.

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day 1 :sadcam:
 

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Duuuuuvaaaaal!!
I'm done man, I'm done with porn and fap. It's like, I know I don't need that crap. If I can go a month, I can keep going. It's all about your choices and what want in life. It holds no will power over me, I am my own worst enemy. When I fell this morning, I was like, "this is what intrigues me?" It took me like an hour to find some basic shyt I've been seeing for years, to even get excited. It's boring as hell and stupid. I am burned out on this shyt. Thank god I've only fallen after a month here, or a few weeks there. Shows that it is near dead in my life. I make a decision to re dedicate myself to God and living right man, that's from the heart.

Damn, sorry to hear you caved in breh. But I agree with you. The only way to successfully break free from the cycle is to replace the urge to fap with something else. For you it's God, for me it was new p*ssy. Hopefully by the time the "new p*ssy" feeling wears off I'll be so far into recovery that I'll be able to manage the urges on my own.
 

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It has been 6 days since the last time I had fap. Keeping myself busy helps alot, and not watching too much porn keeps my mind clear from sexual thoughts.
 

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Damn, sorry to hear you caved in breh. But I agree with you. The only way to successfully break free from the cycle is to replace the urge to fap with something else. For you it's God, for me it was new p*ssy. Hopefully by the time the "new p*ssy" feeling wears off I'll be so far into recovery that I'll be able to manage the urges on my own.

How many days free are you?
 
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