You better keep messing with other girls nikka
She might be selfish but at least she told you whats up
This is whats gonna happen. She's gonna wait on a real potential boyfriend while keeping u as underground dikk. The day that right guy decides to give her a major label she will drop you WITH NO WARNING so you better have you a roster.
Eventually they'll "break up" and you'll be fukking again. Wash, rinse, repeat. Just remember she will never let you wife no matter how many times she let you fukk keep yo feelings in check