*L*E*G*A*C*Y*
Done.
I should clear this up. Now that I'm older, I think about the cycle of death and rebirth.
In the past, I was someone who was foolish, immature, selfish, materialistic. I didn't value people. I didn't value myself. I didn't think about people or what they thought of me, and it really made me not think about how I impacted someone's life positively or negatively. There was a time in my life where I truly hated who I was. And knew for the better of my own life, I had to kill that person that I didn't like. The imposter. The fake me. One of The worst feelings in the world is to hate who you are cause you'll never escape who you are. You'll never escape your body or your existence.
So I went on a mission from hell to change myself. I worked out 5 times a day for 43 weeks. I lost the glasses I wore that defined me yet plagued me for years...that made me who I was at that time but not who I wanted to be in the future.
So in order for me to live, a part of me had to die. And now, I'm truly reborn. In a different situation, enjoying my life, living for myself and still on this mission to follow my dreams.
In the past, I was someone who was foolish, immature, selfish, materialistic. I didn't value people. I didn't value myself. I didn't think about people or what they thought of me, and it really made me not think about how I impacted someone's life positively or negatively. There was a time in my life where I truly hated who I was. And knew for the better of my own life, I had to kill that person that I didn't like. The imposter. The fake me. One of The worst feelings in the world is to hate who you are cause you'll never escape who you are. You'll never escape your body or your existence.
So I went on a mission from hell to change myself. I worked out 5 times a day for 43 weeks. I lost the glasses I wore that defined me yet plagued me for years...that made me who I was at that time but not who I wanted to be in the future.
So in order for me to live, a part of me had to die. And now, I'm truly reborn. In a different situation, enjoying my life, living for myself and still on this mission to follow my dreams.