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Over the last 5 years I've maintained a healthy interest in hidden knowledge. Not exclusively the occult, but other traditions such as ancient Chinese herbalism, Qi Gong, ancient yoga and other "out there" paths and sects of knowledge. I've experimented with ormus aka monoatomic gold, astral travel, chakra balancing and lucid dreaming. On the outside you wouldn't think I'm the type at all. Most of my friends and family do not know because the way our society is trained to think breeds an unnatural and ignorant amount of skepticism and criticism when it comes to these types of issues.
Although these things have worked for me on a subtle level, I have never been consistent with any. I'm just naturally curious about the unseen world and I have just been contempt with dabbling with it from time to time....until now. Over the past month I've had an insatiable desire to take everything in my physical and spiritual life to the next level. What some would call godhood or truly mastering the self. I've been on a 3 week detox of nothing but fruits and vegtables (no cooked food) and alkaline water. I've also gotten back on the ormus and have been meditating and working with my chakras daily. I must say that I can feel my whole life force speeding up and my intuition and mental quickness is unlike anything I've ever experienced in my entire life. The crazy thing is, i've only been going hard for a week.....but i'm committed now. I wasn't committed before. Because of this, I beleive that my intention is speeding up the process and more information has been opening up to me. Things that I never even knew existed in regard to spiritual tools for advancement are being revealed to me. The best and most satisfying part so far is getting my mother and younger sister to start detoxing as well. I haven't told them about the other stuff because I don't think she's ready for that. But the healthy foods are healing in and of themselves.
I've been learning and studying ancient mathematics, Fibonacci numbers just for the hell of it and low and behold, I rarely ever need a calculator anymore. To everyone that is reading this and may feel a pull to explore this world and experience deeper, I urge you do to so when you are ready. Over the years I've collected so many bookmarks from sites and favorited youtube videos that caught my interest. I just put it aside and continued living life. The purpose is that I had an intention to eventually learn it someday.....and that the time would come that I would be ready to receive it.
Alot of times people become drawn to spirituality and immediately try to jump into everything at once and get overwhelmed and confused. Some people just really go crazy because they're forcing information on their consciousness that they are not ready for. What I've learned the most is that true learning comes from a burning desire. No change happens unless you truly desire it. Like I said in the beginning, I experimented and had a general interest in all of the esoteric stuff. But when I was ready to pull it all together, it was 5 years later. It's so many brothers and sisters that read everything and go to every lecture but still don't internalize or practice much of it at all. Let the knowledge unlock itself in the same way that you unlock levels on a game after you've mastered a certain level.
The ancient practices from all corners of the world are very real. It's not just bullshyt hippy trippy one love we're all one, new age trash. There were whole races and tribes of people that had the knowledge of the universe and used it to advance themselves and live a life here on earth that seemed like heaven. Much of that knowledge is still here and ready to be practiced but you have to know where to look. Really it's a balance between the left brain research and the intuition that something just feels right. I'm not saying life is perfect, but I am saying life is easier to navigate and I see and feel more than I did before. Things are clearer and I can see many more angles in a particular situation. Nothing is simply black and white, even though if I want to deal with a particular strict side, I can process it that way. You just learn to use different areas of your brain and levels of thinking outside the norm.
I made this thread in hopes to inspire another person to unlock the secrets of life because they really are there for you. I don't mediate like a monk for an hour a day....it becomes easier and more practical. The changes are subtle at first, but after awhile you start to realize how far you've come in a short period of time.
You came here for a reason to learn certain lessons. I assure you that none of those lessons are taught k-12 or most universities (unless you are initiated into certain fraternal orders).
Anyway, that's all I have to say. I'm here to help and pay it forward for all the work that others have done so that the knowledge can be available. You are more powerful that you could ever imagine and it's not just a fluke or hype. It takes dedication and commitment, but you won't regret it for a second. Like I said, I've only been serious for a little less than a month and am experiencing high levels of physical and spiritual power.
One more thing, if you think you're going to become some light working hippie that never gets angry or makes fun of anything that is not the case. My sense of humor is even deeper and I can crack jokes and use my wit even faster. Even though I may be laughing at a person's pain or even my own, I can do it from a place of pure comedy. I've always been the person to clown and I wondered (not worried) if I was going to lose that. I haven't. I still have my sarcasm and wit but it's even better now. I can make fun of something and be totally detached from any resentment that may come from it because I know laughter is good. The reason I mention this is because we all have a dark or ego dominant side that we use to function in the real world. Some people like fashion and may be worried that they'll want to buy nothing buy jesus sandals and wear flowing white linen. Or some may love music that isn't particularly peaceful and that they may only want to listen to meditation music. It doesn't change the things you love to do now. It just makes you understand why you really like something and why it fits with your personality. We have a higher self and then we have our earthly pleasures we've collected over time. I will say that I don't need to listen to music every moment of the day now. I enjoy long periods of silence (i've been typing in complete silence for about 20 minutes with no problems) and find it soothing. So things will change, but not in the way most think the changes come.
Although these things have worked for me on a subtle level, I have never been consistent with any. I'm just naturally curious about the unseen world and I have just been contempt with dabbling with it from time to time....until now. Over the past month I've had an insatiable desire to take everything in my physical and spiritual life to the next level. What some would call godhood or truly mastering the self. I've been on a 3 week detox of nothing but fruits and vegtables (no cooked food) and alkaline water. I've also gotten back on the ormus and have been meditating and working with my chakras daily. I must say that I can feel my whole life force speeding up and my intuition and mental quickness is unlike anything I've ever experienced in my entire life. The crazy thing is, i've only been going hard for a week.....but i'm committed now. I wasn't committed before. Because of this, I beleive that my intention is speeding up the process and more information has been opening up to me. Things that I never even knew existed in regard to spiritual tools for advancement are being revealed to me. The best and most satisfying part so far is getting my mother and younger sister to start detoxing as well. I haven't told them about the other stuff because I don't think she's ready for that. But the healthy foods are healing in and of themselves.
I've been learning and studying ancient mathematics, Fibonacci numbers just for the hell of it and low and behold, I rarely ever need a calculator anymore. To everyone that is reading this and may feel a pull to explore this world and experience deeper, I urge you do to so when you are ready. Over the years I've collected so many bookmarks from sites and favorited youtube videos that caught my interest. I just put it aside and continued living life. The purpose is that I had an intention to eventually learn it someday.....and that the time would come that I would be ready to receive it.
Alot of times people become drawn to spirituality and immediately try to jump into everything at once and get overwhelmed and confused. Some people just really go crazy because they're forcing information on their consciousness that they are not ready for. What I've learned the most is that true learning comes from a burning desire. No change happens unless you truly desire it. Like I said in the beginning, I experimented and had a general interest in all of the esoteric stuff. But when I was ready to pull it all together, it was 5 years later. It's so many brothers and sisters that read everything and go to every lecture but still don't internalize or practice much of it at all. Let the knowledge unlock itself in the same way that you unlock levels on a game after you've mastered a certain level.
The ancient practices from all corners of the world are very real. It's not just bullshyt hippy trippy one love we're all one, new age trash. There were whole races and tribes of people that had the knowledge of the universe and used it to advance themselves and live a life here on earth that seemed like heaven. Much of that knowledge is still here and ready to be practiced but you have to know where to look. Really it's a balance between the left brain research and the intuition that something just feels right. I'm not saying life is perfect, but I am saying life is easier to navigate and I see and feel more than I did before. Things are clearer and I can see many more angles in a particular situation. Nothing is simply black and white, even though if I want to deal with a particular strict side, I can process it that way. You just learn to use different areas of your brain and levels of thinking outside the norm.
I made this thread in hopes to inspire another person to unlock the secrets of life because they really are there for you. I don't mediate like a monk for an hour a day....it becomes easier and more practical. The changes are subtle at first, but after awhile you start to realize how far you've come in a short period of time.
You came here for a reason to learn certain lessons. I assure you that none of those lessons are taught k-12 or most universities (unless you are initiated into certain fraternal orders).
Anyway, that's all I have to say. I'm here to help and pay it forward for all the work that others have done so that the knowledge can be available. You are more powerful that you could ever imagine and it's not just a fluke or hype. It takes dedication and commitment, but you won't regret it for a second. Like I said, I've only been serious for a little less than a month and am experiencing high levels of physical and spiritual power.
One more thing, if you think you're going to become some light working hippie that never gets angry or makes fun of anything that is not the case. My sense of humor is even deeper and I can crack jokes and use my wit even faster. Even though I may be laughing at a person's pain or even my own, I can do it from a place of pure comedy. I've always been the person to clown and I wondered (not worried) if I was going to lose that. I haven't. I still have my sarcasm and wit but it's even better now. I can make fun of something and be totally detached from any resentment that may come from it because I know laughter is good. The reason I mention this is because we all have a dark or ego dominant side that we use to function in the real world. Some people like fashion and may be worried that they'll want to buy nothing buy jesus sandals and wear flowing white linen. Or some may love music that isn't particularly peaceful and that they may only want to listen to meditation music. It doesn't change the things you love to do now. It just makes you understand why you really like something and why it fits with your personality. We have a higher self and then we have our earthly pleasures we've collected over time. I will say that I don't need to listen to music every moment of the day now. I enjoy long periods of silence (i've been typing in complete silence for about 20 minutes with no problems) and find it soothing. So things will change, but not in the way most think the changes come.
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good thread though
. For an old forum vet myself that is a rare thing. Elaborate a bit on the change in diet. What specifically do the meals consist of, from breakfast to dinner? What is the ormus and what method do you use to work on your chakras?
to have brehs like you on here...
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