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dude is waking up but still angry. once he gets passed the anger he'll be good. but it's still better than being asleep..

then again we're all asleep and it's always some inception type shyt (dream within a dream within a dream...). it's levels to this shyt. but we're all looking for the same thing.
 

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dude is waking up but still angry. once he gets passed the anger he'll be good. but it's still better than being asleep..

then again we're all asleep and it's always some inception type shyt (dream within a dream within a dream...). it's levels to this shyt. but we're all looking for the same thing.
What comes after the anger?
 

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What comes after the anger?
everyone is different i guess but it could be sadness. or sometimes you start questioning your own self like maybe you're no better then the people or things you are angry at. maybe you deserve it/it's your fault. but eventually you learn to understand it and be at peace with some of it.
 

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everyone is different i guess but it could be sadness. or sometimes you start questioning your own self like maybe you're no better then the people or things you are angry at. maybe you deserve it/it's your fault. but eventually you learn to understand it and be at peace with some of it.
How long did it take you breh? I think I'm at the questioning myself stage. Hope it's all uphill from here.
 

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How long did it take you breh? I think I'm at the questioning myself stage. Hope it's all uphill from here.
i'm not really some type of "enlighted soul" or anything ike that. I still struggle like everyone else. it's almost like you get slight moments when you just "get it". but it depends. some people get really sad and depressed. some never get out of it but it's a choice. it's like you have so many questions about the world, about "the game" (not just women but life in general), about "God", the Universe, about yourself...but you gotta find your own answers to it. sometimes checking other people's answers can help you find your own but you can't just accept them just like that cause then your foundation is shaky and the answers might not be right for you.

but yeah, it could take you a few weeks just like it could take you a lifetime. life will always give you what you need to get to the next level. it's just sometimes we're too comfortable for change.
 
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