have to agree with this, @
Montez stop fukking around
and @
Bury Da Bwoy either she wants it OR she's simply evil, no middle ground
it's like getting a child to eat, you have to pretend the spoon is an airplane, except you have to make something up yourself to get her to trust you. all the interest probably means she wants to hook up but is feeling bad about it, thats where it's up to you to come up with assurances (airplane) and have her eat the food (your dikk). you didnt fukk up anywhere
the whole thing is morally wrong tho but whatever, its a new era and this is happening easier than ever
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horse. kills @
yoyoyo1
ok kool, at least I know I'm not crazy or I flopped somewhere thinking she was on it. Your 100% right yoyoyo, but I guess where I did fucc up is that she gave me two chances to reassure her she wouldn't be a whore if I did fucc (when she asked me if I had a girl twice). should've just said straight "yeah I do, but that's neither here nor there tbh and what I'm trying to build with you is between me and you, noone else...and I certainly won't judge you for living out your feelings" or some sh1te like that. But should I leave it completely or like leave it another day and just send here a short 1 sentence msg? and horse the reason why I got gassed is because of 3 things. 1. she's an absolute dime in the face, 2. i've never smashed an arabic/middle eastern girl and have always wanted to
, 3. i'm brolic as fucc but I'm not a looker (to the point where people tell me when they first meet me they were kinda
cos of how big/msucular I am and I naturally look mean lulz) so I was aesthetically punching way above my weight (I don't honestly believe any girl is out of my grasp under the right circumstances but this is the best way I can explain it).
oh and yoyoyo, I know damn well its 'morally' wrong, but here's what I've come to understand about myself and the world over the past year. I'm 25, I've been with my girl for 6 years and not so much as kissed another girl. I've been completely faithful to my girl all them prime gash years of my life. Do you know how fuccing hard that's been mate? i finally snapped
mate I've had a mixed race girl that was
model naked for me, make passes at me to fucc during the shoot and turned i've it down and then tell me months later that she was trying to fucc...and tbh with you, I think i'm a hedonist and a$$hole at heart, i'm truly about mines and living how I want. I just can't tone myself down anymore, and I feel the whole idea of 'moral's' under this context is just a societal way of making sure people don't do what they truly want to do. Basically, I'm a person who wants to do what the fucc I want to do, and if I suffer because of that in any way, then so be it, i've only got this one life so i'm going to make the most of it as cliched as that sounds, and if that makes me a horrible piece of sh1t human being, fucc it, at least i'm being true to myself. Sorry brehs, that was a sh1t way to articulate how I feel..but it is what it is...
so anyway brehs, long story short, is this girl bushes, or one last msg in a day or two lads? which one?