You neither won nor lost. You chose not to participate in the demonic act and that's it. Not everything is a zero sum question. You don't have to fukk everyone or feel bad you didn't fukk a person.
It's not about taking an L, I'm comfortable with not being comfortable with running trains on girls. Plus I was the only black guy and this girl was so into me that I felt like a fetish. It's more about me being the deciding factor and sort of cock-blocking my friends as a result.
went to jail for this exact thing.
If I ever saw my friends raging boner, I don't think I'll ever be able to look him in the face again. Don't understand how any dude that calls himself straight can do that.
Important aspect. You don't want to be the only black gu participating in anything. If shyt goes south, you're the one who is going to jail.