You neither won nor lost. You chose not to participate in the demonic act and that's it. Not everything is a zero sum question. You don't have to fukk everyone or feel bad you didn't fukk a person.
It's not about taking an L, I'm comfortable with not being comfortable with running trains on girls. Plus I was the only black guy and this girl was so into me that I felt like a fetish. It's more about me being the deciding factor and sort of cock-blocking my friends as a result.
went to jail for this exact thing.
If I ever saw my friends raging boner, I don't think I'll ever be able to look him in the face again. Don't understand how any dude that calls himself straight can do that.![]()
Important aspect. You don't want to be the only black gu participating in anything. If shyt goes south, you're the one who is going to jail.