I know Chrebet has gone on record saying that his long/short term memory has gone to shyt. What's worse is that a lot of these players(before the concussion tests were put in obviously) were basically coerced into saying they were OK because they were in fear of losing their positions and jobs.
After watching this documentary, I can't in good conscience let my son play football. He's only 4, he doesn't really have an interest in organized sports, but this stuff really is an eye opener, especially the part about the non-concussive hits leading to CTE and all the high school aged kids that showed up with it.
The past few years I've honestly had a difficult time watching and enjoying football, which I didn't think was possible. Reminds me of when I kicked it at a family gathering with my cousin's baby moms, who stripped for like 5 years. Once she broke down the realities of that industry, I couldn't really enjoy setting foot in a strip club again.
These quotes are from an interview today with former NFL D-Lineman Derland Moore:
I. It'd be different if the NFL was scratching by, but, I mean, they're washing money right now. And it looks like they would come around and take care of their own. I mean, we're cast aside like garbage. And you don't do that to people.
II. There was one play in San Francisco. My own teammate got me. I got a knee to the back of the head. I couldn't even get up, and they put it on NFL Follies. I'm getting up and I'm falling down.
I can't help but flash back to the scene in The Wire when Kima and Lester take Shardene to the morgue to see her stripper friend who'd been rolled up in a rug and tossed in a dumpster. They tell Shardene something to the effect of "that's how they do - they use you up and then throw you in the trash when they're done."
As much of an unquestionable piece of shyt as Goodell is, as indisputably venal and outright criminal NFL as owners are, as evil as it is to suppress research and evidence for fear of losing out on a cash grab, and as comically villainous on some Mr. Burns shyt as it is for the NFL to be listed as a non-profit organization, the most disgusting part of this overall shytty equation is that the NFL is awash in money and couldn't bother to dole out some minor fukking assistance to these sad ass fukkers who were walking around on dead knees and twisted legs, tasing themselves to get to sleep, rotting away in pain and constant disorientation. It's like how we treat our Veterans - thanks for fighting that war for us and permanently ruining your life - we plan to have a few ceremonies for your lot, but can you please wander around with your PTSD elsewhere, and drink your life away in quiet?
Joseph Conrad - who wrote Heart of Darkness, which was translated to film as Apocalypse Now - hit one of his peoples with a letter that said, "Man is a cruel animal. His cruelty must be organized. Society is essentially criminal,—or it wouldn't exist. It is selfishness that saves everything, absolutely everything - everything that we abhor, everything that we love."
Goodell and the NFL are indeed cruel, criminal animals. Football is a game of brutality and savagery, but the truest brutes and savages in the NFL have always been cloaked in suits and armed to the teeth with lawyers, loopholes, and PR gurus. In the words of Colonel Kurtz: The horror, the horror.