O.T.I.S.
Veteran
Ive put making beats on the backburner. I dont feel nothing unless i learn or create. I know there are a lot of people making music, art, etc... Thats ALWAYS been my thing. I won many art awards as a kid, and i was the one that started most my friends who DJ locally or produce music locally... I was the first... They followed my lead
Now i find myself just being a fan of talented people instead of creating my own... While i do shyt in the real world that doesn't satisfy me creatively.. I feel like i dont belong
But I dont feel anything unless i can create something that people acknowledge.. In all aspects. I have a friend that is a popular local DJ in south florida for me, a local producer in ga because of me, even my lil sister who is an artist and trying to be an engineer because of me (not mad at that at all)
But i want to be successful myself
So how do i get my creative juices back?
Im trying but feel like i hit a wall. I have no inspiration or will to learn anymore... It's depressing. I sit infront of all my equipment with no plan
Ive never had support really... Its like everyone heard the shyt i did and stole it or felt like they could do it better.
Im lost... I want to do what i love but not sure what to do to get there
Now i find myself just being a fan of talented people instead of creating my own... While i do shyt in the real world that doesn't satisfy me creatively.. I feel like i dont belong
But I dont feel anything unless i can create something that people acknowledge.. In all aspects. I have a friend that is a popular local DJ in south florida for me, a local producer in ga because of me, even my lil sister who is an artist and trying to be an engineer because of me (not mad at that at all)
But i want to be successful myself
So how do i get my creative juices back?
Im trying but feel like i hit a wall. I have no inspiration or will to learn anymore... It's depressing. I sit infront of all my equipment with no plan
Ive never had support really... Its like everyone heard the shyt i did and stole it or felt like they could do it better.
Im lost... I want to do what i love but not sure what to do to get there