living life with a purpose is exhausting

[Dont@Me]

I used to not care about shyt and think i was on my way out to a purposeful early grave not too long ago and didn't mind at all. Now that I found something I love, i couldn't imagine not being able to do it. Now I don't want to leave this earth just because of that. This makes me have to do everything else which I hate in this life which includes but is not limited to: work, socializing, bills, dealing with managers (), having to "play the game", schedules, dealing with shytty people, isolation, fear of no job, loneliness, family worries, income, etc. etc. etc. I just wanna gather a bunch of people in a circle around me and hit em with a fukkin

I hate that i have to maneuver around these things in order to do my passion. I hate that I am ungrateful and I've had and been through less but am less happier. I hate that I don't care about anyone (the few friends that i had i isolated from) and anything except my passion, but people left me jaded enough to not want to ever interact with them unless it has something to do with my passion or getting money from them. I hate that i'm feelin this low and i feel like i should be happy because i was blessed with a gift and a means to use it, yet i fukkin hate everyone and everything.

 

[kingdizzy01]

welcome to adulthood. now get my goddamn bacon cheeseburger and frosty

 

[Dont@Me]

welcome to adulthood. now get my goddamn bacon cheeseburger and frosty

you're one of the people I want in the circle I talked about

 

[Dreamzeedream]

You hurt breh. Until you heal and deal with what's truly bothering you. You wont br truly happy

 

[Emoryal]

Is it worth it to you?

 

[-deleted-]

You get arrogant when you’re on your shyt. Less time to deal with the bullshyt

 

[The Mad Titan]

Luckily you found something, maybe it'll keep you around long enough to discover the real purpose of life

 

[Save $ not Hoes]

nikka this thread is confusing as fukk.

You hate working on something you're passionate about ? Imagine if you were doing something you actually hated to survive. You'd still have to put up with all that shyt.

 

[International Playa]

OP purpose is to flip burgers, keep the fries hot & drinks cold ?

 

[Solano707]

you're doing it wrong.

 

[Micky Mikey]

What's your passion? Is it possible to use it to gain financial independence? That way you aren't obligated to managers, socializing etc?

Also be grateful you have a passion. Most people go through life never acting on their passions and die in regret having never actualized their full potential.
Life is a lot like spending a very short amount of time in an amusement park. You want to go on all the big, interesting, and meaningful rides before your time is up, otherwise you'll go home feeling empty.

 

[Dont@Me]

Luckily you found something, maybe it'll keep you around long enough to discover the real purpose of life

I agree. I feel like I already found out the purpose of life, but I'm just not competely connected to it as of right now

nikka this thread is confusing as fukk.

You hate working on something you're passionate about ? Imagine if you were doing something you actually hated to survive. You'd still have to put up with all that shyt.

no I love my passion. I just hate that it forces me to actually care about life and all the responsibilities that it entrails in general

What's your passion? Is it possible to use it to gain financial independence? That way you aren't obligated to managers, socializing etc?

Also be grateful you have a passion. Most people go through life never acting on their passions and die in regret having never actualized their full potential.
Life is a lot like spending a very short amount of time in an amusement park. You want to go on all the big, interesting, and meaningful rides before your time is up, otherwise you'll go home feeling empty.

I'm tryna do all that and I'm working towards it and sharpening my craft in general. I have a day job that has nothing to do with it though like most people and I'm far from financially secure enough to quit it. Typical shyt.

That's a great analogy.

 

[Pazzy]

Are you Dr X?