When your younger u take things for granted and you're so into you own interest but as u age that loneliness kicks in. Because as you grow u start to discover all u truly have in this society is your family. U have no friends or allies for real because everybody is out for self gain. They're like vultures waiting to prey on you for their survival.
I think as u age you start to see woman more as companions and not sex objects. As friends and partners in crime. Its hard to built without a backbone to nurture and fight the good fight with u. Building alone is tough because all u got is u and u have to chastise yourself in order not to stray off the path.
I took alot of things for granted as a young man. I can understand now why our grand parents married young and stayed in the same neighborhood and raised kids together. It creates stability and makes life peaceful. Routines create peace and comfortable but me like many wanted to rebel the traditional way and lost as an result. Alot of things is starting to make sense now.
I wish I had a Bonnie to ride with and we could build our dreams together instead of trying to walk the road less traveled alone.
I know even when I have money I'm going to be a lonely man because I might've missed my window to find that special one. I regret it. I will be able to attract decent woman but I def wont be their first option. I'm self aware and honest about to realize that.
I feel like men that found their soulmate are very lucky. Make sure u thank the creator because on the other side is a perpetual punish unsuitable for any crime.
enclosing: If u got a good one gentlemen treat her right and lock her down. Don't do the good girls bad.
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I think as u age you start to see woman more as companions and not sex objects. As friends and partners in crime. Its hard to built without a backbone to nurture and fight the good fight with u. Building alone is tough because all u got is u and u have to chastise yourself in order not to stray off the path.
I took alot of things for granted as a young man. I can understand now why our grand parents married young and stayed in the same neighborhood and raised kids together. It creates stability and makes life peaceful. Routines create peace and comfortable but me like many wanted to rebel the traditional way and lost as an result. Alot of things is starting to make sense now.
I wish I had a Bonnie to ride with and we could build our dreams together instead of trying to walk the road less traveled alone.
I know even when I have money I'm going to be a lonely man because I might've missed my window to find that special one. I regret it. I will be able to attract decent woman but I def wont be their first option. I'm self aware and honest about to realize that.
I feel like men that found their soulmate are very lucky. Make sure u thank the creator because on the other side is a perpetual punish unsuitable for any crime.
enclosing: If u got a good one gentlemen treat her right and lock her down. Don't do the good girls bad.
Out
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more time for myself and my thoughts
