I just took a nap few hours ago and i started to lucid dream like i always do.In my dream i flash back to a younger more confident me where i felt like i was on top of the world.This was back in 5th grade.Now to tell you a lil bit about my school it was very small so it was easy to stand out,i was a bad-ass fighting,bullying,molesting the young girls.
It used to make my day to break other kids down during the day to me that felt better then sex to break someone down where they had to cry or call the mom shyt felt so great.Both student and teachers got the work it was lovely i honestly walked around that school like i was a god.The younger grades would always know my name even tho i did not know them.
Well today when i woke up it hit why i not where i want to be in life. My music i make not good enough to get popping and the ppl i know are not doing anything in life but fukking ,smoking weed,robbing nikkas. If shyt dont change im be just like them
It used to make my day to break other kids down during the day to me that felt better then sex to break someone down where they had to cry or call the mom shyt felt so great.Both student and teachers got the work it was lovely i honestly walked around that school like i was a god.The younger grades would always know my name even tho i did not know them.
Well today when i woke up it hit why i not where i want to be in life. My music i make not good enough to get popping and the ppl i know are not doing anything in life but fukking ,smoking weed,robbing nikkas. If shyt dont change im be just like them
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