I feel your pain breh.
I still think about the chick I last dated everyday.. even if my whole day is busy. I go to sleep and wake up thinking about her. And once I finally think I'm completely over her.. I see her on campus and all the feelings come rushing back.
It's been like 3-4 months too, and I couldn't approach or really feel other chicks for a good minute cause of it. I ain't even think I liked her this much until she was gone
. Bruh, it was so bad that whenever I saw a chick with her hair up in a bun I thought it was her. Or if I see chicks with a similar body type and skin tone it reminded me of her. I know for a fact she touching and kissing all up on another nikka, sucking his dykk and getting her back blown out.
I wish it was me..! LOL.
Real talk though.. a part of me no longer gives af and I can laugh about whether or not some other dude piping her down, but another part of me wants to be all up inside of her.