im like that too. rather just chill with her or a small group of people then going out with my friends. 4 things always happen when i go out wit them
i have to babysit one of them because they cant handle there shyt
some of my friends will pull out some hard drugs and i aint about that anymore.
i start to feel guilty for leaving her at home with the kids and i cant even enjoy myself
i get way to fukked up and the next day i can barely function and i cant give my kids there full attention