Existential
Nothing really matters...
I've looked out for big boy so many times, I broke bread with him and we smoked together. He lives in my building. Last few days, his mom starts beefing with him and dude gets depressed.
All of a sudden, he starts acting funny and decides to stop being trustworthy. I asked what's up, he told me all sorts of stories. Red flag.He was acting like he couldn't get the smoke, telling me it wasn't him but the suppliers giving him trouble. LOL! Are you fukking serious, breh?
Since he started dodging me on the phone and with the texts, I knew the nikka spent my money or smoked my fukking bud! He was mad defensive whenever I asked him about it, but I didn't want this nikka to have the ability to have some BS excuse later on, so I texted him a very clever lie: "Yo, I just got $200 gift money, I'll split with you 50/50 if you can get something for me right now..." (Yeah right!) nikka fell for it and texted me back the next instant, I was like "Damn! He replies fast now!" And he called me like "Alright, meet me in the lobby I'll go get it for you right now!" Then I told him "Nah, I ain't got $200 at all, boy... just wanted to see what was what."
I trusted this fool, man. I fukking trusted this guy and he's never ripped me off in all the time I've known him. Goddamn, nikkas in the hood just got no type of sense. How you gonna rip me off when I smoke you up all the fukking time? If he didn't pull this stunt, I'd still be sharing with him but he cut himself out of what I've got now and what I'll get in the future.
All of a sudden, he starts acting funny and decides to stop being trustworthy. I asked what's up, he told me all sorts of stories. Red flag.He was acting like he couldn't get the smoke, telling me it wasn't him but the suppliers giving him trouble. LOL! Are you fukking serious, breh?
Since he started dodging me on the phone and with the texts, I knew the nikka spent my money or smoked my fukking bud! He was mad defensive whenever I asked him about it, but I didn't want this nikka to have the ability to have some BS excuse later on, so I texted him a very clever lie: "Yo, I just got $200 gift money, I'll split with you 50/50 if you can get something for me right now..." (Yeah right!) nikka fell for it and texted me back the next instant, I was like "Damn! He replies fast now!" And he called me like "Alright, meet me in the lobby I'll go get it for you right now!" Then I told him "Nah, I ain't got $200 at all, boy... just wanted to see what was what."
I trusted this fool, man. I fukking trusted this guy and he's never ripped me off in all the time I've known him. Goddamn, nikkas in the hood just got no type of sense. How you gonna rip me off when I smoke you up all the fukking time? If he didn't pull this stunt, I'd still be sharing with him but he cut himself out of what I've got now and what I'll get in the future.
trusting black people to pay you back? 
man even when I was a rookie with the smoking shyt I knew never to go through someone else just to cop.
