So my question is.. What da hell were you doing before April?
Your post count breh. Is there anyone else above you?
10 hours?
That's a lot. Cut it down to 1 and see what happens.
Find something productive. Learn a new language. Read a book. Learn a new music instrument. Whatever hobby/art/sport you pick up, let that become an opportunity for a second job like teaching English to Spanish-speaking immigrants or playing music gigs for pay. If that's too much, just get a second job.
I dont like working, and im not motivated.