can we ever escape our childhood?

[VerbalIntercourse]

my best friend as a youth just recently killed a bunch of cops and himself. I just found out today. I don't know if this got national attention or not. I don't watch TV.

I was thinking about us today as kids. I started crying. how did this happen? He wasn't like that.

He was shorter than the rest of us. We always called him "lil". It was never to insult him. it was a term of endearment. In 6th grade, he got a ride home with me and my mom. He said something really smart to me, and i responded angrily with" at least im not short bytch ass fagg0t". it resulted in a few closed hand slaps from my mom, and humphrey (fukked it his name public record) started crying. I felt really bad when he started crying. 6th grade boys don't cry. I realized that his stature was a deep issue with him.

His dad was a filipino that would fit in my family
Based on looks alone. I considered him to be an uncle. He seemed like a hard edged gangsta, but he always cool with us. I Remember watching the TMNT movie at his house. His dad made nachos for us. He even made the cheese green. I could tell he loved his son.

then his parents divorced, and humphrey moved
Around a lot. still in the same
Neighborhood though. His mom, a beautiul mexican lady, took us to Golfland all the time. she left his dad because I think the husband was so violent..

Eventually he moved far away in high school and he had to go to another school. When I was 19, he came by and visited me. He knocked on my
Door and I was surprised to see him. We shook hands and said our salutations, but I'll never forget what he said after. he said, " there's hella scraps out here huh?" I thought that was weird. Then I noticed the red rag in his pocket.

Looking back on that. He knew the mexicans on my side of town weren't seranos. he just said that to annouce to me that he was a bad ass northeno. Did he have something to prove to me? Did I treat him badly? I did boss him around a lot.

he was never a violent or aggressive person. he was a follower. He was easy influenced by others.


Now, he will forever be known as a villian in society. Ill always remember our childhood memmories.

So many of my friends are dead... Sucks..

 

[Sensitive Blake Griffin]

nope, you'll always be a sociopath

 

[Julius Skrrvin]

im sorry you lost a friend, friend.

 

[the cac mamba]

im sorry you lost a friend, friend.

yo no disrespect to the thread but i gotta at this gif

damn breh thats fukked.

 

[Berniewood Hogan]

AND YOUR REWARD IN THE END IS GETTING OLD, DECAYING, GROWING WEAKER BY THE MOMENT, UNTIL LIFE ITSELF ABANDONS YOU, BROTHER! OUR INHERITANCE IS A CRUEL AND UNCARING STRUGGLE, PUNCTUATED BY BRIEF MOMENTS OF RELIEF AND HAPPINESS, DUDE!

SO STAND UP STRAIGHT, SAY YOUR PRAYERS, TAKE YOUR VITAMINS, AND WEATHER THE STORM LIKE A MAN, MY MAIN MAN! YOU CAN FIND SOLACE AND HOPE IN THE MANY GREAT COMPLEXITIES OF LIFE! MOMENTARY SHELTER FROM THE INEVITABLE VICTORY OF NOTHINGNESS OVER YOUR TEMPORAL EXISTENCE, MEAN GENE!

DON'T BREAK YOUR OWN HEART BY LONGING FOR THE INNOCENCE OF YOUR YOUTH, BROTHER! YOU CAN'T HAVE IT BACK, DUDE! LOOK FORWARD, STARE DEATH IN HIS INFINITELY CONFIDENT EYE, AND ANSWER "fukk YOU" TO HIS BRANDISHING OF THE BLOOD-RUSTED SICKLE OF FATE, CHAMP!

THE IMMORTAL HULK HOGAN PLANS TO LIVE FOREVER, BROTHER!

 

[bouncy]

I think you escape it when you overcome the issue. In other words if your friends issue was with his size, and not being a sucker, if he used the issue to become a fighter, a lover, or got into bodybuilding, he could have became good at those things, and he would not have a negative feeling about his size because it was not an obstacle in his life. He would have would have eventually went into other things, and the cycle just continues. He just used the issue in a "wrong" way, and turned into a person that life got harder, not easier, at least to me. If he loves that lifestyle he might get the respect he wants. Remember you can't assume what is bad to you is bad to someone else. Yeah, the problems come, but some people just get used to the bullshyt, and get comfortable with it, so it's a part of their life whereas someone like me, our goals are to eliminate as much problems as possible as we get older, not accumulate them.

 

[newworldafro]

AND YOUR REWARD IN THE END IS GETTING OLD, DECAYING, GROWING WEAKER BY THE MOMENT, UNTIL LIFE ITSELF ABANDONS YOU, BROTHER! OUR INHERITANCE IS A CRUEL AND UNCARING STRUGGLE, PUNCTUATED BY BRIEF MOMENTS OF RELIEF AND HAPPINESS, DUDE!

SO STAND UP STRAIGHT, SAY YOUR PRAYERS, TAKE YOUR VITAMINS, AND WEATHER THE STORM LIKE A MAN, MY MAIN MAN! YOU CAN FIND SOLACE AND HOPE IN THE MANY GREAT COMPLEXITIES OF LIFE! MOMENTARY SHELTER FROM THE INEVITABLE VICTORY OF NOTHINGNESS OVER YOUR TEMPORAL EXISTENCE, MEAN GENE!

DON'T BREAK YOUR OWN HEART BY LONGING FOR THE INNOCENCE OF YOUR YOUTH, BROTHER! YOU CAN'T HAVE IT BACK, DUDE! LOOK FORWARD, STARE DEATH IN HIS INFINITELY CONFIDENT EYE, AND ANSWER "fukk YOU" TO HIS BRANDISHING OF THE BLOOD-RUSTED SICKLE OF FATE, CHAMP!

THE IMMORTAL HULK HOGAN PLANS TO LIVE FOREVER, BROTHER!

 

[Xtraz2]

my best friend as a youth just recently killed a bunch of cops and himself.

 

[Dafunkdoc_Unlimited]

1. Your boy was a punk-azz faggit.

2. Shedding tears for an azzhole like that makes you a punk-azz faggit.

3. Grow up.

4. F*ck this thread. No one cares about your childhood, your friends, or you.

 

[VerbalIntercourse]

1. Your boy was a punk-azz faggit.

2. Shedding tears for an azzhole like that makes you a punk-azz faggit.

3. Grow up.

4. F*ck this thread. No one cares about your childhood, your friends, or you.

that's fine. He's a cop killer. I don't expect anyone to care.

I am just trying to figure out why. How did he become that person? His dad was charged with murder too, which I just found out. Somehow, he got out of it with a mistrial.

Is it genetic? Did the broken home do this to him. was it me? Was it because I picked on him?

What makes a villian?

 

[Dafunkdoc_Unlimited]

that's fine. He's a cop killer. I don't expect anyone to care.

My dad's a retired cop......and I don't care. Taking someone else's life because yours is fukked-up engenders ZERO sympathy from me towards your issues.

Period.

You wanna 'escape your childhood', stop living in the past and learn from your mistakes instead of repeating them.​

 

[Dusty Bake Activate]

I've long suspected a lot of these biographical personal revelations from Gundumb are I don't know, he always seems to come up with these tragic woe-is-me tales about his childhood in blatant attempts to garner sympathy. People who have overcome hardship and made it to success might share some of their dirt, but they generally don't shamelessly whine about how it fukked them up like he does. The ones that do that tend to still be in a fukked up living situation...not married to a loving wife with a Masters degree and multiple high-paying job offers from large companies.

He's already proven himself to be a liar. Remember he had that alias on sohh srivisyan vassel or whatever the name was for a year where he called himself a self-hating racist sociopath and was so clumsy he couldn't even keep his story straight about what race he was.

I apologize if I'm wrong, but this story sounds like bullshyt. Gundam you shouldn't have posted this if you didn't want to share his name. If he really did kill a bunch of cops then himself, it definitely made national news. We're gonna get to the bottom of this. If there's no newsclip, it didn't happen. I'm about to head to ATL so I won't be reading this thread or any others much for a few days. You coli detectives get to work.

 

[Robbie3000]

Why you telling us this story? all you do is insult people on this site. we are just a bunch of ******s to you. And you now want sympathy from us?

What part if the game is this?

 

[Robbie3000]

Is this your friend?

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