I was skimming through it and it seemed like he had some type of psychological fetish for doing something illegal
in around the beginning part, he talked about how he got off on being able to transport 1000's of kilo's across the country
in a car knowing that he's the only one who knows that he has all these kilo's secretly in his car
his face lit up as he was saying it
Yeah he alludes to the fact that it was more of the ADRENELIN RUSH that locked him into this subculture of ..fast money and fast women
And sadly alot of dope boys were like that ...
Guys who didn't have the cliche 'i came from nothing story"
I went to an HBCU and couldn't count the amount of cats who came from who got into selling narcotics
And I ain't talking a lil weed hustle..
Mofos was actually pushing mad grams and zips of white
Coming from good two parent households
One of my friends his parents ran a well respected black owned funeral home
Who have thought that one of thier biggest funerals would be thier teenage son who was very popular yet wound up with a closed casket funeral after having his face blown off with a Sawed off in a drug deal gone bad off campus
RIP MONTEREO