I'll be honest my happiness is a work in progress
I've made some major changes in my life including leaving a job that was horrible for my work/life balance (IT Healthcare) and the stressors lead to generalize anxiety disorder. Family getting older and slowly watching the people that seemed invincible passing or having health issues yet I'm on the other side of the country and couldn't be there
I had to take a step back and be honest with myself. I had to realize there was more to me and life than that job, and that I cherish my time with my loved ones more. Also, I'm accountable for my own happiness. I couldn't just sit here and watch time pass by as I tried to convince myself otherwise.
TLDR; We getting there OP