Did fish everyday for three years, 17-20, nose bled throughout high school, had a towel in my room that was covered in blood stains, like I spilled chocolate milk all over it. For three years I did about an average of 2 grams or so a day, three at the most, 1 at the minimum. I would get out of school, so drained and miserable, constant nose maintenance, nasal sprays ,decongestants, boxes of kleenex, valium to help me sleep, bottles of alcohol stashed in my room. I remember walking into gym class on the odd day I actually dressed out, and we'd have to run a lap, and I'd be sweating and nervously checking my heart, feeling like I was going to pass out...I have a lot of memories, and I went through shyt most people won't really experience, when I tell most people that, they look at me like I'm fukking insane, I kinda stole my childhood from myself, and I'll never get back what I missed out on or the consequences of that..never touched the hard though...some lines you don't cross if you want to come back.