Ive been journal writing for well over 20 years. Ive been lazy recent years where ive wrote once or twice a week instead of everyday. Its been hard for me to focus often when i do write because my emotions really come out because i have flashbacks where i get either very depressed or very angry when writing. Honestly i can be very vicious with my words where i know for a fact, what i wrote would indeed hurt certain peoples feelings which is why i keep that shyt to myself. If i decided to become a rapper, lets just say a lot of people would be in trouble because i know how to basically hurt people with my words so if you did me wrong, pissed me off or whatever, it wouldnt be in your best interest. Im like jay z with the subliminals where you know im talking about you without saying it. If you think here is bad...
i scribble for a reason mostly in my journal. Lets just say i censor myself on here half the time because i can be real hurtful and disrespectful when im mad or upset. As they say, hurt people hurt people.
I do have a lot of pent up emotions and anger unfortunately that hasnt gone away from writing.
