I can't tell if i got ego death, I'm lazy or I'm just temporarily demotivated, but I'm DONE with trying to progress my social and financial position in this world.
All the money
the women
the drugs
the fake people
the ignorant people
the egos
YOU CAN HAVE IT. I used to have big plans on trying to impact the world in a positive manner which society needs, but doesn't even fukkin deserve. fukk genuineness and kindness...the majority of this world is ruled by ego, greed, and jealousy. They genuinely don't even WANT others to succeed in a world of capitalism! It's human nature. fukk positivity. They don't even want that for themselves the way they're ruled by their own negativity. They don't deserve peace.
fukk it. I'm done trying to change the world or even advance my future. The only thing keeping me grounded right now are my hobbies. They're the only things that bring me joy which temporarily helps me escape from this world until i'm ready for that permanent exit. I'm fine just excelling at those for the sake of the actual art rather than financial success or social advancement, because I'm DONE wanting any parts of the things listed above.
fukk society and its fukkery.
All the money
the women
the drugs
the fake people
the ignorant people
the egos
YOU CAN HAVE IT. I used to have big plans on trying to impact the world in a positive manner which society needs, but doesn't even fukkin deserve. fukk genuineness and kindness...the majority of this world is ruled by ego, greed, and jealousy. They genuinely don't even WANT others to succeed in a world of capitalism! It's human nature. fukk positivity. They don't even want that for themselves the way they're ruled by their own negativity. They don't deserve peace.
fukk it. I'm done trying to change the world or even advance my future. The only thing keeping me grounded right now are my hobbies. They're the only things that bring me joy which temporarily helps me escape from this world until i'm ready for that permanent exit. I'm fine just excelling at those for the sake of the actual art rather than financial success or social advancement, because I'm DONE wanting any parts of the things listed above.
fukk society and its fukkery.