Grab a seat, this should be alright if not good a good read. Im typing it up . Self ether I guess
Some of yaw might remember how I just dropped off the face of the earth when I was a poster on hamster. I figure I will tell yaw why I stopped posting and threw my screenname in the bushes and retired from hamster. At the time I was doing so much fowl ratchet shyt that eventually it caught up to me in a sense. I was over saturated in negativity/fukkery and the shyt I was doing came too easy and became second nature. I was also involved with a married woman that I was seeing at the time. (She lurks the coli, HI ma, I know u reading). Her and I were basically inseparable, sexually compatible, best of friends and in love, yes love (still love ya ma, thats why I had to let u go back to ya husband ma). I was also dealing with Sherry (crazy bytch) who I made a thread bout this bytch, also a chic off BP i got pregnant the second time we fukked, plus pimping Kerra, Trina, whatsherface and Chyna in NJ. I was making money off them and running up in numerous random bytches off BP at the time. Some of yaw might already be claiming 
but the shyt I was doing with these women just transitioned into pimping on the side outside of my 9 to 5 so to speak. Some of yaw took advantage of the coli specials I had these bytches give. shyt was crazy
I took a break when I got recruited to go out west for a contract job in February 2011. The job flew me out to Denver for an interview for the day and by the time I came back to NJ I got an offer. I countered and they accepted plus gave me a $15K bonus plus put me up in a Marriot hotel for 2 weeks all expenses paid until I got a place. So after passing a rigorous physical I packed up the ride and drove from NJ to Colorado which took me 3 days. The married chic I was seeing drove with me and stayed with me for a month until I found an apartment outside of Denver (Near Thorton/Federal Heights area). After shorty left, I was out west by myself in a strange unfamiliar place. The 1 bedroom apt I had was ok but I was sleeping on a air mattress and had no furniture. I resolved all that by getting mad shyt off craigslist but my mattress was brand new (no courtdog
). Initially I focused on work and hitting the gym to keep me preoccupied but them demons that I had before was calling me. I hit up blackplanet and found 3 chics, Kristen 25 yr old, Ernestine 25yr old and Kia 29 yr old. Ernestine was an ex blk model with 3 kids, who grew and sold weed. Kia was a blk NYC transplant so we connected immediately. Kristen was 1/2 white 1/2 Mexican chic who I just banged out in the backseat of her truck and kept it moving, she was the first p*ssy I got while out in Colorado. So back to Ernie, she was cool as shyt but I aint never seen someone smoke so much weed, have all these weed plants and host weed smoking parties. She held me down tho by showing me some spots around Denver area, where to shop for food, show me where the nikkas be at in Colorado, which is basically in Aurora.The sex was good but she wanted more than just the sex and I couldnt be with a weedhead so we initially drifted apart. Kia was 5'9 amazon, had a big ole booty, nice shape but was kinda goofy , submissive and easily manipulated. She bought me food from resturants, groceries, cooked, cleaned and washed my clothes and sucked my dikk or gave me p*ssy anytime I wanted. She said nikkas out west was just lame and was glad to see a nikka from the east out there.
Colorado social scene was nothing like back east. shyt is mad slow, mad mexicans and weedheads/methheads. I was on some
I could do alot out here with these gulible ass nikkas and give these nikkas some work they aint looking for.
Like I said I was out there solo and trying to survive the best way I know how, so I managed to get a p/t gig doing security for a spot called Cervantes Ballroom working the Freddie McGregor concert when he came out to Denver in June 2011. shyt was lovely the first couple weeks working there because it was mostly whiteboys or Mexicans plus I was doing my fulltime job too. nikkas out in Colorado was hard but wasnt as hard as nikkas back east so i gained alot of respect for doing a good job controlling nikkas at the clubs and had no major probs while doing security. So I got other job offers like working at Teddy's and at Club Vinyl (reggae on the roof Thursdays, that was me with the full sunni beard). Teddys and Club Vinyl was where the nikkas went clubbing. (see youtube link). Doing security there was totally different. I had to carry a weapon so I had my carry permit. Thank God I never I had to draw weapon because it was some tense moments when we had to clear the parking lot of gangbangers after club closed
Now working as security/bouncer I got approached by alot of women, ..alot..there were nights after the club I was bringing a new bytch home or going to their spot or their room upstairs in the hotel. I rarely knew names and mostly alot of 1 nightstands, couple I hit more than once. Lots of white women, mexicans and native american women, some blk women when I went out to Aurora or I forgot that spot out there by Denver Airport. I hooked up with this bad mexican chic Nichole (aka Nikki) at this other club, which is mostly frequented by uppity blk nikkas who is the babymother of some NBA nikka but her and I became involved quickly. First night I got head, the next week I was nutting up in her and every weekend after but I let that go after seeing her gold digging ways. I was involved with black chic out there name Creesha 24 yr old with 3 kids....it was alot of women out there with multiple kids but Creesha was also cool ass chic that worked up in one of the Casinos and was a fine ass half indian/blk dark skin chic with alot of ass, reminded me of Chanel Staxx, I was hitting that on the regular and dated her (movies, dinner and sleep overs at my apt),..there was white girl Brenda (39yr) who lived in the trailor park ....Cookie blk 21yr (stripper name) that came over afterwork to chill, then I met Andrea blk 25 yr old separated, 1 kid who I met off BP then I had gotten her pregnant first time hitting and she aborted then 2 months later I got pregnant again and she told me she keeping so I bounced. I later checked FB account and she must of aborted . shyt was crazy yo. So while fukking all these women I was losing focus on alot of things and these demons still following me. I was getting homesick and I started flying back out to NJ like every 2 or 3 weeks just to see fam/friends and bytches that had missed me in NJ wanting me back home.
I mentioned BP but I started hitting up POF with my real profile (non troll), first chic I met off there was some bigbird looking blonde white 28 yr old chic who lived in Castlerock which I never spoke on phone with, just texted and was over her house in an hour, fukked her in her front door, nutted and left. I sent a text msg to her to never contact me and tossed that
. POF was a gold mine for a nikka from the east coast who just moved to CO with a different type of swag/accent so I was pulling chics left and right. I met this 24 yrs old blk flight attendant chic for Frontier Airlines who was a transplant from Memphis, we often just went for drinks or she come to the club with me, ....she claimed I raped her but I only put the tip in and she aint never say NO plus she was in the bed naked kissing me but I eventually tossed her too.. Its other bytches too, its Karen 23 yr blonde white chic, Alley 23 yr weedhead puerto rican I had gotten pregnant but she miscarried and she dumped me for playing her, Melody 22 yr old blonde Swedish chic I went to the gym with. I eventually took a break and was just fukking Kia since we lived in the same area. I was doggin her badly and using her as my pet basically to fukk and clean and cook for me. I later found out she was deeply in love with me but I aint care 
. She filled a void and that was it for me.
Off POF I met a white 42 yr old pawg milf with 3 biracial kids. She came by the apt when she could. She drove 40 miles from where she lived to come see me, brought the wine, bought me gifts and gave me p*ssy and head then left in the wee mornings. We just had an arrangement and she was cool with it. SMH. The fukkery continued when I flew back to NJ where I was seeing this chic Athena(fake name) who was the last person I fukked before leaving NJ but we saw each other this trip. After months of not being in NJ she now has a man. I called her up and she agreed to meet up and I took her to the Loop (essex county NJ nikkas know), I hit, bust 2 nuts while with her then flew back to CO. Couple weeks went by and she sends me a text saying she is pregnant, I checked the dates of which we were together and it checked out, I seeded her and she said she thinks its her man's so i said cool, I think its him too and left it at that. She later miscarried around 6 weeks and I sent my condolences to her and her man.
So now Im wrapping up the end of my contract, I been out in CO for a year. I eventually ended up meeting someone nice. She was a bit older than me but she didnt look her age. She was a 35 yr old creole with some nice ass cat eyes and thick as all hell
. She had a good job with some pharmaceutical company but the distance between where she lived and where I lived was too far so we ended things. She was out in Colorado Springs which was a hike. So my contract ended and I wasn't feeling CO, I was homesick still and needed a change of scene. I broke my lease, packed up and headed out to Chicago area for my next assignment. For a good minute I was out in Chicago area, stayed with a shorty I know out there and contemplated staying but Chicago crime was just crazy so I once again packed up and headed back to NJ.
So now Im back in NJ, moved back into my house I had rented out and tried to rekindle things with the married chic but I couldn't do it because things were different. (congrats ma ;-) ) I started back doing the same shyt I was doing before I left for CO but I was now ten times worst. I got back to fukking the same chics I was dealing with plus piled on more chics I met off POF, drinking heavily or doing crazy shyt with my peeps that would have gotten me caught up or killed in Newark. I signed up for the-coli and was just dropping evidence of all the fukkery I was doing which in a way to some how cleanse my soul. It wasnt until I got into trolling POF movement that I trolled the finest bytch I could find on POF and ended up pulling her IRL and she is now my girl. 2013 I done changed, I dont expect yaw to believe me but I had to put this out there for those who want a good read and to let these young nikkas know to get rid of them demons or else they will control you and ruin your life. The path I was on was a path to my destruction. I decided to choice a path of righteousness. My demons still follow but I have allowed God into my life which is keeping them at bay plus im willing myself to be a better man. I am a work in progress, im dealing with anger issues and I am pleased with how far I have come till now.
but the shyt I was doing with these women just transitioned into pimping on the side outside of my 9 to 5 so to speak. Some of yaw took advantage of the coli specials I had these bytches give. shyt was crazyI took a break when I got recruited to go out west for a contract job in February 2011. The job flew me out to Denver for an interview for the day and by the time I came back to NJ I got an offer. I countered and they accepted plus gave me a $15K bonus plus put me up in a Marriot hotel for 2 weeks all expenses paid until I got a place. So after passing a rigorous physical I packed up the ride and drove from NJ to Colorado which took me 3 days. The married chic I was seeing drove with me and stayed with me for a month until I found an apartment outside of Denver (Near Thorton/Federal Heights area). After shorty left, I was out west by myself in a strange unfamiliar place. The 1 bedroom apt I had was ok but I was sleeping on a air mattress and had no furniture. I resolved all that by getting mad shyt off craigslist but my mattress was brand new (no courtdog
). Initially I focused on work and hitting the gym to keep me preoccupied but them demons that I had before was calling me. I hit up blackplanet and found 3 chics, Kristen 25 yr old, Ernestine 25yr old and Kia 29 yr old. Ernestine was an ex blk model with 3 kids, who grew and sold weed. Kia was a blk NYC transplant so we connected immediately. Kristen was 1/2 white 1/2 Mexican chic who I just banged out in the backseat of her truck and kept it moving, she was the first p*ssy I got while out in Colorado. So back to Ernie, she was cool as shyt but I aint never seen someone smoke so much weed, have all these weed plants and host weed smoking parties. She held me down tho by showing me some spots around Denver area, where to shop for food, show me where the nikkas be at in Colorado, which is basically in Aurora.The sex was good but she wanted more than just the sex and I couldnt be with a weedhead so we initially drifted apart. Kia was 5'9 amazon, had a big ole booty, nice shape but was kinda goofy , submissive and easily manipulated. She bought me food from resturants, groceries, cooked, cleaned and washed my clothes and sucked my dikk or gave me p*ssy anytime I wanted. She said nikkas out west was just lame and was glad to see a nikka from the east out there.Colorado social scene was nothing like back east. shyt is mad slow, mad mexicans and weedheads/methheads. I was on some
I could do alot out here with these gulible ass nikkas and give these nikkas some work they aint looking for. Like I said I was out there solo and trying to survive the best way I know how, so I managed to get a p/t gig doing security for a spot called Cervantes Ballroom working the Freddie McGregor concert when he came out to Denver in June 2011. shyt was lovely the first couple weeks working there because it was mostly whiteboys or Mexicans plus I was doing my fulltime job too. nikkas out in Colorado was hard but wasnt as hard as nikkas back east so i gained alot of respect for doing a good job controlling nikkas at the clubs and had no major probs while doing security. So I got other job offers like working at Teddy's and at Club Vinyl (reggae on the roof Thursdays, that was me with the full sunni beard). Teddys and Club Vinyl was where the nikkas went clubbing. (see youtube link). Doing security there was totally different. I had to carry a weapon so I had my carry permit. Thank God I never I had to draw weapon because it was some tense moments when we had to clear the parking lot of gangbangers after club closedNow working as security/bouncer I got approached by alot of women, ..alot..there were nights after the club I was bringing a new bytch home or going to their spot or their room upstairs in the hotel. I rarely knew names and mostly alot of 1 nightstands, couple I hit more than once. Lots of white women, mexicans and native american women, some blk women when I went out to Aurora or I forgot that spot out there by Denver Airport. I hooked up with this bad mexican chic Nichole (aka Nikki) at this other club, which is mostly frequented by uppity blk nikkas who is the babymother of some NBA nikka but her and I became involved quickly. First night I got head, the next week I was nutting up in her and every weekend after but I let that go after seeing her gold digging ways. I was involved with black chic out there name Creesha 24 yr old with 3 kids....it was alot of women out there with multiple kids but Creesha was also cool ass chic that worked up in one of the Casinos and was a fine ass half indian/blk dark skin chic with alot of ass, reminded me of Chanel Staxx, I was hitting that on the regular and dated her (movies, dinner and sleep overs at my apt),..there was white girl Brenda (39yr) who lived in the trailor park ....Cookie blk 21yr (stripper name) that came over afterwork to chill, then I met Andrea blk 25 yr old separated, 1 kid who I met off BP then I had gotten her pregnant first time hitting and she aborted then 2 months later I got pregnant again and she told me she keeping so I bounced. I later checked FB account and she must of aborted . shyt was crazy yo. So while fukking all these women I was losing focus on alot of things and these demons still following me. I was getting homesick and I started flying back out to NJ like every 2 or 3 weeks just to see fam/friends and bytches that had missed me in NJ wanting me back home.
I mentioned BP but I started hitting up POF with my real profile (non troll), first chic I met off there was some bigbird looking blonde white 28 yr old chic who lived in Castlerock which I never spoke on phone with, just texted and was over her house in an hour, fukked her in her front door, nutted and left. I sent a text msg to her to never contact me and tossed that
. POF was a gold mine for a nikka from the east coast who just moved to CO with a different type of swag/accent so I was pulling chics left and right. I met this 24 yrs old blk flight attendant chic for Frontier Airlines who was a transplant from Memphis, we often just went for drinks or she come to the club with me, ....she claimed I raped her but I only put the tip in and she aint never say NO plus she was in the bed naked kissing me but I eventually tossed her too.. Its other bytches too, its Karen 23 yr blonde white chic, Alley 23 yr weedhead puerto rican I had gotten pregnant but she miscarried and she dumped me for playing her, Melody 22 yr old blonde Swedish chic I went to the gym with. I eventually took a break and was just fukking Kia since we lived in the same area. I was doggin her badly and using her as my pet basically to fukk and clean and cook for me. I later found out she was deeply in love with me but I aint care . She filled a void and that was it for me.Off POF I met a white 42 yr old pawg milf with 3 biracial kids. She came by the apt when she could. She drove 40 miles from where she lived to come see me, brought the wine, bought me gifts and gave me p*ssy and head then left in the wee mornings. We just had an arrangement and she was cool with it. SMH. The fukkery continued when I flew back to NJ where I was seeing this chic Athena(fake name) who was the last person I fukked before leaving NJ but we saw each other this trip. After months of not being in NJ she now has a man. I called her up and she agreed to meet up and I took her to the Loop (essex county NJ nikkas know), I hit, bust 2 nuts while with her then flew back to CO. Couple weeks went by and she sends me a text saying she is pregnant, I checked the dates of which we were together and it checked out, I seeded her and she said she thinks its her man's so i said cool, I think its him too and left it at that
. She later miscarried around 6 weeks and I sent my condolences to her and her man.So now Im wrapping up the end of my contract, I been out in CO for a year. I eventually ended up meeting someone nice. She was a bit older than me but she didnt look her age. She was a 35 yr old creole with some nice ass cat eyes and thick as all hell
. She had a good job with some pharmaceutical company but the distance between where she lived and where I lived was too far so we ended things. She was out in Colorado Springs which was a hike. So my contract ended and I wasn't feeling CO, I was homesick still and needed a change of scene. I broke my lease, packed up and headed out to Chicago area for my next assignment. For a good minute I was out in Chicago area, stayed with a shorty I know out there and contemplated staying but Chicago crime was just crazy so I once again packed up and headed back to NJ.So now Im back in NJ, moved back into my house I had rented out and tried to rekindle things with the married chic but I couldn't do it because things were different. (congrats ma ;-) ) I started back doing the same shyt I was doing before I left for CO but I was now ten times worst. I got back to fukking the same chics I was dealing with plus piled on more chics I met off POF, drinking heavily or doing crazy shyt with my peeps that would have gotten me caught up or killed in Newark. I signed up for the-coli and was just dropping evidence of all the fukkery I was doing which in a way to some how cleanse my soul. It wasnt until I got into trolling POF movement that I trolled the finest bytch I could find on POF and ended up pulling her IRL and she is now my girl. 2013 I done changed, I dont expect yaw to believe me but I had to put this out there for those who want a good read and to let these young nikkas know to get rid of them demons or else they will control you and ruin your life. The path I was on was a path to my destruction. I decided to choice a path of righteousness. My demons still follow but I have allowed God into my life which is keeping them at bay plus im willing myself to be a better man. I am a work in progress, im dealing with anger issues and I am pleased with how far I have come till now.
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