I'm just going to be honest, no I'm not like DrX, but I have issues I have to sort out. It's not even about work because I get a long with people there and do what I'm told.
This will be kinda long. I suffer from depression alright. That's why I post on here as an outlet. Am I suicidal? The thoughts are just that thoughts, but not frequent. I am different from others I'll admit that, but I have a good heart and will give people my last. This isn't a pandering thread and other threads I made on Black issues are genuinely how I feel. Some may use this against me, but I don't care because you all have problems too. I worry that when my parents pass that I'll be up schitts creek. Even though they tell me I'm responsible as an adult. When I was a child I was diagnosed with depression like symptoms and borderline autism (even though I don't think I have autism because I can carry a convo with you and take joke). When I was young I had friends and etc. Same when I was a teen, but I chose to focus on studies (even invited to kickbacks with the basketball team). A lot of sh-t I brought on myself. I want no pity, but I'm not even self banning myself. I'm just not gonna post (maybe lurk articles once in a while), but I have to better myself. To be honest, I'm living in a spiritual hell right now. You don't know sometimes I think I'm a burden. I always have bad luck. Maybe, it's the young 20's idk.
To my coli brehs who accepted me for me thanks. Last time I left for 6 and something months. This time will be longer or I just might not post anymore. Just going to focus on reading, surrounding myself with positive energy, and finding my spiritual path.
Good luck brehs
I will read few of posts this morning and just bounce.
This will be kinda long. I suffer from depression alright. That's why I post on here as an outlet. Am I suicidal? The thoughts are just that thoughts, but not frequent. I am different from others I'll admit that, but I have a good heart and will give people my last. This isn't a pandering thread and other threads I made on Black issues are genuinely how I feel. Some may use this against me, but I don't care because you all have problems too. I worry that when my parents pass that I'll be up schitts creek. Even though they tell me I'm responsible as an adult. When I was a child I was diagnosed with depression like symptoms and borderline autism (even though I don't think I have autism because I can carry a convo with you and take joke). When I was young I had friends and etc. Same when I was a teen, but I chose to focus on studies (even invited to kickbacks with the basketball team). A lot of sh-t I brought on myself. I want no pity, but I'm not even self banning myself. I'm just not gonna post (maybe lurk articles once in a while), but I have to better myself. To be honest, I'm living in a spiritual hell right now. You don't know sometimes I think I'm a burden. I always have bad luck. Maybe, it's the young 20's idk.
To my coli brehs who accepted me for me thanks. Last time I left for 6 and something months. This time will be longer or I just might not post anymore. Just going to focus on reading, surrounding myself with positive energy, and finding my spiritual path.
Good luck brehs
I will read few of posts this morning and just bounce.
Dont leave nikka
If it helps with your mental health then take care of that first. 
